Kah Fatt

2010-03-16T21:28:00.005+08:00

This is where i find my joy from.

So lovely.

So sweet.

These photos are sweettttttttt!! =)

HAPPYYY!

Lumpieee

2009-04-07T23:29:00.002+08:00

Have this weird anonymous lump on my right side of my jaw jus directly above my molars yet its nt anywhere in my gum area. It has been there for 2 weeks plus and it hurts initally. Tmr is the first hospital appt @ SGH and hopefully e verdict is nth serious.

My family got so worried that my parents and my bro's Gf Cindy insisted to go to e hospital with me and my Bro offering the ride to e hospital. Kinda feeling the love to the brim. =)

It daunted to me that we really should live Life to its fullest and nobody knows whats gonna happen next. This resolution was in me already but it never felt this real when i asked myself what if i am gg to leave this world suddenly and what did i leave behind? I seriously have no answer to that but i have this strong conviction that if everyday i give my fullest to God and to walk my journey through with him, I have not lived in vain. To love like how he loved us. To be merciful like how he forgives us. In short, To live like Christ-Like. Its easy to say, cheap talk, some of you might call it but without even confessing this, how would we even practise it.

Life is real so get real with it.

Anyway i have been processing alot lately. To serve in which ministry. Youth cell or to create an Ns grp for e guys gg to army soon. Maryann provided some good perspective of why i should stay on in Youth cell to lead my peers cos i will be gg uni soon plus e abundance of free time i have now. Oh pls give me a JOB soon!

johnson's wedding

2009-03-22T08:54:00.002+08:00

Big day for Johnson.
Excited and nervous. Gonna take pic for his ceremony. =)
Just rented 60 bucks worth of lenses + a flash.
Here i come!

driving test

2009-01-11T22:42:00.001+08:00

Tmr is my drivng practical test.
Nervous and anxious.
I want to pass man.
Hopefully i can pass!

PS 1

2008-12-27T13:02:00.003+08:00

Was packing my room just now and putting everything in boxes for e new hse cos jan i would be too busy to do it and i came across smthg.

MY LONG LOST FAV= Playstation 1 + joystick + 200 over games + steering wheel etc.

Wahahaha. It has been 5-6 yrs since i touched it.
I thought it was spoilt or prob too old to function but i was wrong!
It was working well.
Hahah.

I ended up fixing the console and played puzzle bubble, street fighter and all.
Wahaha.
Sweet childhood.
Didnt know i spent so much on these when i was younger.

Argh but i cldnt find my dance dance revolution mat.
I lost alot of weight in pri sku cos of that mat.
Hahahaha.
E fastest way to slim dwn.!

Anyway, was thinking of selling it away but reckon nobody wants this and i guess im gg to keep it since its working and act qt fun.
Want to buy a wii cos it seems retardingly interesting but xbox 360 seems fun but PS 3 seems sleek.

Oh well.
Back to puzzle bubble and more.
hurhur.

busy DEC

2008-12-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

BRYAN's PSLE got an agg of 169.
Glad he did better than expected because he was kinda failing all his subs.
He got into St Andrew School (NA) where he wanted to be.
YAY.

Got a new 'tutee' and she is P5.
I hope she is more self motivated.
Looking forward to that.

Anyway, DEC is gonna be super packed. Ex after ex.
Luckily the understudies were grt company.
As much as i want to ord, im gonna miss it when that time is here.

*missing out on CCIS man. arrh.

=)

Strobist

2008-12-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

I always have problem shooting indoor with my kit lens and whenever i uses the flash it would give a super flat or harsh feeling to the pic.

Came across this blog which i thought its gd. Check it out man.

http://strobist.blogspot.com/

For the passionate photographers.

A new camera bag + tripod

2008-12-15T01:01:00.003+08:00

Yeah i finally got a new tripod and a new bag at a cheap price.

Happppyyy.

My new laptop/camera/day bag. + my new tripod. yayyy

Long exposure on tripod.

Zooming out on long exposure.

I want to take more picsss.

It gives me a whole new perspective to the not so new world.

People Change

2008-12-05T02:35:00.002+08:00

Lately, I've been observing alot of people and realised that many have changed, dramatically.
Not so much for the better, but for the worst.
I'm really disheartened to see that because many of them whom i knew weren't like the way they are now.
Where were those innocence? That child-like behaviour? The simple heart? Where are those promises made?

Why Do People Change? Thats my question.
Insecurity? Peer Pressure? Environment? Pain-motivated change? A diff phase in life?
I believe when people change, its because we allow it to happen.

Fair enough, changing is always constant because i believe no one will ever stay the same all e time. But my input is why their basic principles of Life change when they clearly know whats right and whats wrong? We live by our set of principles. And these principles are based on our values. Our values are built upon our upbringing. We choose for every choices we make. Its simple as that. Black and white.

"I abide by abstinence for sex before marriage because i respect my spouse."
"I dislike smoking because it really harms my body."

Ive heard far too many times.
Yet Ive seen enough of the contrary.
Indulgence.
Ironic.

Please.
Do not change for this world.
Wake up before its too late.

My heart cries out to you.
Love yourself.

For Wenqiang

2008-12-01T01:09:00.003+08:00

For you Wq.

Im planning to give him this for his bday but doubt he will ever discover this pg before i give it to him. hahah.

2008-11-12T22:51:00.002+08:00

arghhhhhhh.

Faith

2008-11-10T01:42:00.004+08:00

Photo of the day.

Faith.

www.flickr.com/thankyoujesus

Canon 450d

2008-11-03T23:37:00.004+08:00

I realised as time goes by, my brain is struggling with the present and retaining less of the past.

I tend to forget things easily. Sometimes i suspect if my brain is smaller than the rest. HMM.

Anyway, i thought of a gd solution and that is to capture that moment of Awe and keep it physically with me. A camera. Yeah. I just got my DSLR, canon 450d. Its pretty compact as compared to 40d and the price is less steep. It practically has every function that a 40d would have except for the live view mode. Honestly, im not good with words or rather i just dont have e patience and flair to write long essays expressing myself excessively and without sounding like you're talking nonsense. I presume a simpler expression would be photos.

Since " a picture paints a thousand words".

Alright, here it goes.

Photo of the DAY.

Ex wallaby

2008-10-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

Service yesterday was interesting.

Prophesy.

Alot of encouragement, affirmation or rather confirmation to whats happening in our lives.

I got a whole new perspective of how great this gift was and how it was being used.

Ive gotten a few images from Pastor, Lester and some others which kinda link when pieced together.

Awesome.

Ex Wallaby here i come. Eww.
One mth ltr.

swollen leg

2008-09-22T23:14:00.003+08:00

Arrhhhhhhh! What a careless move.

Sprained my ankle super badly during soccer trg and had to limp my way to Sembawang camp to get my X ray done.

Verdict = Suspected complete torn ligament (??!!)

my normal left leg
my da bao!

...every step is a chore..

Bryan's bday

2008-09-17T20:59:00.006+08:00

Bryan's (my tutee>i dont know if theres such a term not!!) bday this sat.

I brought him to KFC to study on mon.

Never in all his lessons has he ever been so enthu when i told him to have dinner at KFC.

Haha.

He was saying ," What books u want me to bring? I bring all okay??"

Nice.

Bought both of us the same watch.

He was really happy and gave the biggest smile he cld.

Felt really gd to be appreciated man.

Guess every week this tuition session adds colour to my army life.

*Canon or Nikkon (DSLR) better?*

God

2008-07-30T23:46:00.002+08:00

I just had this urge to shout this out.

GOD, you're perfect.
Im not,
thats why I need you LORD.

So much to say but so hard to write.
I guess I just want to shout to the whole world that its never too late to know who God is and to find out yourself a new revelation for your life and how he works in your life. Then you'll agree with what I proclaimed earlier on.

Please.

cycling

2008-06-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

pimp my ride
Find more Bike Rides in Singapore, Singapore
my cycling route =) 45km. wonder if it works.

bad attitude

2008-05-18T21:03:00.003+08:00

ANDY LEE.
What happened to you?!
Why are u so easily agitated?!
I really dont know why but i am feeling rather hot tempered recently and that is really bad.
HUMILITY?! where is it?
I dont see it in me now.
WHY? I feel so so bad over my attitude when someone says something really sensitive to me and I would react strongly to that.
Im sorry.

Something is missing in me.
I realised i've been trying hard to be that perfect person who is nice to everyone but I am just tired of it.
I want not to please man, but God you alone.

bday

2008-04-23T23:14:00.005+08:00

Bday never really mean anything to me until this yr.

I recieved 5 cakes!

1st. My sis "surprised" me during combined cell with straberry cake.

2nd. Jiahao treated me to dis cafe in clark quay with waffles, apple strudel etc.

(I cant control myself when i see food)

(Hairy Pang and MATHOSIEW)

(All time favourites>> RUM & RAISIN)Please dont ever try LAVENDER HONEY. It tastes like lavender air freshener in your mouth.
(MATT STICKED HIS NAME ON MY SHIRT & IT WAS ON IT E WHOLE NIGHT!)

3rd. My cat high buddies surprised me with a cake (extreme right). They actually waited for me for 3 hrs without knowing tat i was in church and poor Wenqiang had to wait in vain cos he had to leave early for taiwan. Srry! I didnt know!! Eh wq, i miss u man. Nobody to be spastic togg wif me on steph bday. Haha

(Playing and trying out with my new VIVITAR camera i bought online. $23. wahaha.)4th. Choc cake from my brother!
(My bro caught in action. Haha he more ba ba than me now man. )5th. Brownie cake on extreme left.

i love 2008.

Transformed to transform.

2008-04-16T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hey finally. im back to dis blog. i have always wanted to update dis but im jus so lazy lazy to pen dwn my tots. Anyway, jus got back frm brunei. It was shag but worth it. A few valuable experiences and it was gd running away from all e arrows u might get back in Spore. hahahha. So in a way, it was a brk for me too. I rememb while i was taggin along behind my trainees during e navigation, we bashed dis vrigin land which no one did be4 thinkin we can take a shorter route but ended up in somewhere which was 1km off from our AREA of OPS. argh! in e end we had to climb two virgin knoolls to hit back e track and in e midst of this, i got stucked in dis quarry site and e mud went all e way to my chest level. i was super scared man. Luckily my cadets were dere to pull me out. if nt, gd luck to me man. Oh on e brighter side of dis, we din have to climb e Biang cos e piano bridge linking to base of e mount collapsed! luckily. if nt i have to climb dat. Instead we walked e battalion route which was much easier. LUCKY!

I have dis desire in me for a super long time and tt is to learn saxophone. I contacted e teacher and he said it prob cost at least 2 k to buy one and each lesson prob cost 75bucks. im keen to learn but im nt keen to burn my wallet. aiya! whyyhyy so expensive man. Save save save. i have been eating cookhouse food for all 3 meals and spending as little as possible. hopefully i can save up tt much. !!!

My fren jus reminded me of some stuff. Aww. I jus hate tt sudden chain of thoughts.

2008-01-16T21:02:00.000+08:00

I cant believe its so fast tt im leaving for thailand this Sat! 2 more mths to Commissioning!!!
I love Nights Out from army cos my hse is like 5mins walk away from the camp. Wooohooo..~! So random. Hahaha im using my book out time writing random things. Enough.!

2007-12-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

i dun wanna book in.

weird dream

2007-09-28T02:06:00.000+08:00

I had a weird dream recently and i could remember it so clearly.

I dreamt tt i was in some lecture room in Ocs. Suddenly i needed to go to e toilet cos i was super urgent (it always happen in e dream cos im super urgent in reality) so i went out of the room. While making my way to e gents, suddenly i saw several guys slide down e ropes from e helicopters and they surrounded the whole place. They were e Mps. (millitary police) They raided the whole place and den e next moment i saw 2 guys taking out their M-16 and shooting wildly. I quickly hide somewhere but was later spotted by them. They were pointin e gun at me but surprisingly they didnt pull the trigger. They took off their masks and guess wat? I saw fangwei! He told me im his fren so he didnt want to kill me but let me off. They were e terrorists that pretended as e MPs. Dun really remember how, but all the terrorists were taken down my frens. haha. Anyway, i was later appointed as the officer to detain them back to jail. On my way back, suddenly dere was dis gal beside me. (i dunno how she ended up in e dream!) Oh i decided to let them go cos he gave me a second chance to live so i tot i shld do tt too. Den i turned to e gal and told her how lucky we were not to get shot or killed in the action. I HAVE NEVER SEEN TAT GAL IN MY WHOLE LIFE BEFORE. haha. its super funny cos e gal in the dream was some random face. but she was really pretty in that dream. hahha. She said the same thing too and said she was thankful tat she survived ...blah blah blah.. and dere comes e climax. She was abt to give a pat on my forehead until........................................ KENG LUN KNOCKED THE DOOR AND SHOUTED "FALL IN FOR LUNCH NOW!" and i was woken up frm my dream! argh jus a lil bit more. :(

Anyway, i got posted to Artillery and e new camp is 5mins away frm my hse. Going for socjoc to brunei dis tues! I so dun wanna go. haha. Im missing Sierra wing and all e nites out and my buddies who went to inf man.

Stucked in camp

2007-09-08T15:30:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been such a long time i last blogged!

Life in ocs is now qt good, partly because we are passing out from service term transiting to pro term. Another 6 more mths to commissioning! I just cant wait to wear the NO.1 uniform, standing at the parade square, waiting for my parents to put on that one black bar on my shoulder. And soon after tt, i'll have an easy life!! hahaha.

My this weekend is burnt. I have to do duty tmr! And we have fatigue duty to do today. ARGH!!! I really wanna go hommeeeeee........! Someone please save me man!!

Oh ya! Social night. Supposedly i have to bring a gal for social night for ocs and its compulsory to bring a gal if not u'll sign 7 extras. hahaha. they even have a book to teach us what are the approriate behaviours when we are with e gals. HAHAHA.

Im currently reading so so many books because of all the duties i have to serve. Luckily my sis lent me 2 bks. "Tuesday with Morries" and " 5 people u'll meet in heaven" . Oh ya i walked past Borders the other day and i came across this book. " Letters for Emily". Its about this grandpa writing letters for his grandaughter, Emily, cos he was suffering from amnesia and he wanted to tell her how much he loved her and gave her guidance in her life. Awww. How sweet man. I wanted to buy tt day but was kinda broke. heh. Payday coming soon!! IM GONNA GET IT.

This 2 mths have been full of ups and downs man. Really amazed how God brought me this far. Recently i have been asking alot of questions and im still seeking for answers. So many things are happening concurrently.

Argh recently i dunnoe why but i have been thinking this.. How will my gf/wife look like next time and how will i noe if she's the one? hahahahaha. super random. But i guess that's not the main pt for now la. Stupid andy. Stop thinking and focus!! FOCUS!!!!!

I need to get back to caneoing man! i miss water trngs! Argh. Army.

ocs

2007-06-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

I got posted to OCS Army wing.
Im not feeling as happy as what i thought i wld be.
How am I going to survive thru the tough trngs?
I really have doubts about myself.
3 wks of confinement.
Again?!

For the past few days, I was down with a very bad cough and flu.
I even have difficulty trying to breathe properly and it usually ended up with coughing.

I have been missing out alot of things!
Honestly, i really dont like that feeling but i know thats e price you have to pay when your in Ns.

Went with Jo and matt to Kl from tues to thurs.
Yeah it was fun but both Jo and I were sick.
It was endless of window shopping for me.
The fashion in KL is really... Wahahaha.
Didnt really buy much but the company was good.
And yes, the food is grt!
Too bad i didn have e luxury to try all those fried, spicy food.
We had A&W for e very first time since a long long long time.
The float was just awesome.
Why cant they jus cont on in Spore?!
Not so much on the shopping, we went to this indoor theme park and tried several rides.
At first i saw e rollercoaster and i tot it was okay, not that scary.
Haha. I guess i shouted the loudest among jo & matt tho.
Oh theywill take a picture of you when your in e midst of your ride.
My first pic was... Hahaha.
So we decided to take a few more rides to get e best pose.
Cant believe we did tt. Haha.

Alright, 3 wks later..

POP lor!

2007-06-16T00:23:00.000+08:00

[i] [c=10] mAtt [/c][/i]- "Matthew 19:26 - With God all things are possible" says:AHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAA

-[i] [c=10] mAtt [/c][/i]- "Matthew 19:26 - With God all things are possible"

says:u shld try pinching one day

-[i] [c=10] mAtt [/c][/i]- "Matthew 19:26 - With God all things are possible"

says:super soft and squishy

-[i] [c=10] mAtt [/c][/i]- "Matthew 19:26 -With God all things are possible"

says:he has a lot of loose skin

andy

says:i tried be4

(a conversation with matt on benw's butt..hahahaha...)

Anyway i finally Pass out from BMTC!

Its really amazing how time passes so quickly.

I still remember the first day when i went in and i dun feel adjusted at all.

But the next moment im out of it.

And im actually missing it.

Im missing a few good frens i made in this 9 wks.

Its hard to go to the same unit or same place wif them after dis and i find its quite wasted after all we've been thru.

Well, on the day of POP i really wished my whole army life will be in BMT as a recruit and i dun have to restart everything again when i get posted to a new place.

I finally understand why so many ppl say recruit life is the best moment of army life. haha. Its the slackest period of army phase and has the most admin time. I miss those days when we sneaked to eat cup noodles in the middle of the night, playing guitar wif my Sgts in e office (can u believe it???!!), talking abt almost everything, and going thru all the pretty brainless trgs.

I hope army life will be the same as bmt in my new posting, if not better.

Anyway, i missed out on YCITE camp. Heard it was grt. Oh well, next yr!!!

The first thing i did after i came home is rushing to consult a doctor! I was having high fever and stomach flu from Sun til Wed but din report sick cos if i had done so, i wldnt be able to take part in the Passing out parade. Luckily i endured thru!
POP LOR!!

Lately im addicted to cars! Kinda bought alot of magazines on cars and started reading alot. How i wish i have a car now. Heh.

SUV!!!

2007-04-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

BEFORE...

AFTER...!Gonna miss my days w/o hair.

Kinda not used to e "naked" feeling hurhur.

Army! :D

army!

2007-04-11T02:13:00.000+08:00

I cant believe im gg to e army soon. like tmr?!
Everything is happening so fast.

Im gonna lose all the freedom to do anything i want to do.
Im gonna miss cell!
Im gonna miss hanging out wif e grp!
Im gonna miss my bed!
Im gonna miss watching tv!
Im gonna miss canoeing!
Im gonna miss so many ppl..

But its okay!
I still have you, God!

Jeremiah 29:13-14
"You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. I will be found by you."

Psalm 34:1
I will extol the LORD at all times; his praise will always be on my lips.

Thanks for all e amazing things u guys have done.
Thanks cell for surprising me from behind in the toilet while i was abt to Jhee Jhee.!
Thanks matt,jo,nukes,benw,tany,lup,yn,mf,sis,jas,vic,sam,jh,
both sean,ivan,kel,julia,may so many more.
Thanks cat high buddies + fishball and steph. e "surprise" was sweet.
Thanks for e presents.

Oh joses, thanks for taking out time to tell me all the diff things i need to bring into army and just digging out all ur army stuffs for me. appreciate big time.

Goodbye people!

2007-04-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

What does your drawing say about YOU?

You are driven and ambitious and tend to make radical moves to reach your goals.You are a direct and forthright person. You like to get to the core of the issue right away, with few signs of hesitation.You are creative, mentally active and industrious.You have a sunny, cheerful disposition

10 more days

2007-04-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

April 12th.
10 more days to army.

Anyone has non-camera phone?

uni application

2007-03-26T13:58:00.000+08:00

I just applied for my uni course. After much prayers, God led me to engineering course. Yeah with faith and trust Im gonna go where u want me to go!

NTU- Aerospace Engineering

NUS- Engineering & Business Adminstration

Hopefully i will get accepted. hurhur.

The guys posing e PYTHON move for miao's bday. hurhur
Nice pic with matt.

poem

2007-03-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

I've Grown Accustomed to Her Face

I've grown accustomed to her face

She almost makes the day begin

I've grown accustomed to the tune

She wistles night and noon

Her ups; her downs; her smiles; her frowns

Are second nature to me now

Like breathing out and breathing in

I was serenely independent and content

Before we met

Surely i could always be the same again...

And yet

I've grown accustomed to her words

Accustomed to her voice

Accustomed to her face

seminar first day

2007-03-16T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today was another grt learning process for me. Attended Synergy wif pui,ben,miao,yn,sam,vic and reg jie! I was amazed at how Pastor Matthew build his church and minister to e broken ppl like prostitutes, pimps, ex convict and other ppl tt needed help. He pointed out something tt wat he did was not for e glory for himself. But rather to be a lil bit more like God on how he shld love e ppl regardless how sinful dey were. It was not on himself.

Heard a few of his stories and it was very touching tt if i din hold back tt bit of my tears i wld prob be crying. One of the stories was like when dey pick up dis 16 year old gal named Carah (cant really rememb it)from one of the streets in L.A when she was a prostitute. It was amazing how God transformed her. Initially, even though she attended the church for quite sometime, she was still cold to everyone until Pastor Matthew finally asked her one day. She started sayin that e reason why she is so cold because she cant forgive herself for killing her child indirectly. She became pregnant shortly after getting into tt trade and becos of tt, she earned lesser and lesser and e pimp got angry wif tt. And after she gave birth to it, e pimp snatched e baby and pulled e trigger and murdered the baby. Oh my! She cant get over it and was very bitter on herself. As the pastor prayed for her and read diff scripture to her, she began to break dwn e barriers in her one by one. From tt day, she was changed and began to bring from 50 to 100 gals frm e streets to church every month. Amazing!

Dat was e desire Pastor Matthew had. To minister to the broken ppl and saving numerous lives. As crazy as it may sounds, he even dealt wif gangleaders and saving their lives. It was a grt testimony for all of us.

Deep in my heart i was thinking if i ever seriously as a Christian, have i really live up to tt kind of life. It may not be as grt as wat e Pastor did, but it can b someting simple ministering to ppl ard u. I definitely missed out on tt. It was grt to jus listen to all these testimonies because it somewat acts as a motivation of how God can work if we have faith in him and also a reminder for me.

Anyway, dere was a brk in btw the conference so we went to yn hse which is like less den 400m away from e centre! Argh, was feeling kinda sick and tired so i jus knocked out at her hse. hurhur. but her Dog JR and Max did help abit. hurhur. im jus obsessed wif them. hurhur. Oh yeah, dinner was grt at her hse cos her maid prepared some good food for all of us. Thanks yn.
e rest were jus funny. hurhur. like how pui pinch miao cheeks, and sam being teased as a gorilla(always), sam wif her weird laughter again. Not to forget ben and me, getting cheesy wif one another. hurhur.

Oh was kinda motivated by today's talk tt i finally plucked up my courage to take e first step to pray with my Dad. He made his first prayer to God today. How cool man! We started talking on diff things and really, im jus thankful to have him as my Dad. hurhur. He was like saying usually he guides ppl to do diff tings and finally he felt tt he needs God to guide him in his life. YAY! Im jus amazed by how God works in my family.

Im jus hoping i can wake up in time for tmr conference again! hurhur.

2007-03-14T23:33:00.000+08:00

The past few days was jus good. Did alot of sports on my own and i really felt much better cos i finally have time for myself. Went swimming in the morning, running after tt, and strght to gym! Ar it was like giving myself some kinda challenge be4 i go army. hurhur.

I am hooked onto heroes thanks to matthew who gave me this online streaming website for HEROES. hurhur. im still at episode 14. hopefully i'll be done wif it soon. hurhur.

Army coming soon. i wonder if im up to it. As for e moment, i wish to catch up wif many ppl be4 i go in! heh.

2007-03-03T01:58:00.000+08:00

Went to sku to collect my results. Din really feel extra nervous or watsoever rather i was kinda happy and high tho. hahaha.went to e CC and sang a song to tk shane jeff and a few others. haha.

Yeah i got some good results but din really celebrate it cos alot of my teamates din do as well and yup, my closer frens din too. Anyway, everyone was like congratulating me and everyone was like "smart eh..u deserved it..u did well..!". Obviously im happy not becos of wat i've achieved, but rather the fact tt how God has been so gracious to me. Im thankful not onli of the results, but the ppl he placed ard me. Ppl like matt, queenie jie, mf, yn, tany, kel, jh, bw, vic, joette, nina, reg, may and so so many others jus asked how i did and gave me words of encouragement and affirmed me.

Im thankful for e simple words of encouragement and concern u guys have for me. Beyond dis, i really see how God has been so gracious in my life and how generous, loving he can be. Felt e surge of love frm all e ppl ard me and w/o u guys, i'll prob wont realise how blessed i am.

An encouragement for those who din do as well as wat dey expected. I noe i wont totally understand how u all feel but jus wanna encourage whoever reading dis and u din do as well in ur exams, tat It is not e end of everything. Yes, u can always make a U turn and restart from where u begin. Or u can always find alternatives to get to where u want to go. Life is not abt education or mayb ur niche is not on studyin but on others. Yes, it may sound a lil old fashioned but it is relevant becos no one is gonna look down on u or condemn u but urself. So guys and gals, if ur reading dis, pls pls throw away e thoughts tat u are stupid, its unfair, or you are worthless. U are special and forever u will be so cont to persevere on! Onli those who endures finish e race! stay positive!

Yeah. With a thankful heart, i submit everyting to u Lord.

6 tings

2007-02-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

This is what you are supposed to cut and paste if you decide to participate in the tagging game. Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.

1. I feel like going toilet to do the BIG thing whenever i shop ard in supermarkets and big departmental stores.

2. I need to smell my 2nd pillow which is used to cover my face whenever i sleep.

3. I like kids but often mistaken for as a paedophile.

4. I like to sing but people ard me dun like me to sing.

5. I like to tell cold jokes and ask them whether dey feel cold. And if dey do, i'll say " tts because dere's a cool person standing beside them"

6. I wish sometimes i am some superheroes owning some special powers and live in fantasy.

pics!

2007-02-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today missed all e fun the rest had at matt's hse. cldnt take a leave cos im taking tmr. hurhur. anyway, hang out wif Chew aft work today. apparently we went woodlands to check out some cheap last min cny shopping like mayb jus a shirt and tts all? but we ended up gg to this corner of John little and Metro checking out guys' brief. Haha.. Super gay cos two guys checking out e supposedly new cny "shirt" we wanted to get and dere were lots of peeps looking at us with weird stares.. haha. of cos we din buy in e end cos its so expensive.

Anyway, vday yest was hilarious. everyone brought e baby photos to share how dey look like when dey were young. ben wu had his half naked pic, matt had his turtle head photo, yn had her wide grin but toothless pic, miao had her mushroom head pic and sam had her stony or rather fierce looking stare pic. And i had my puffed double chin photos.

This is how e story goes...

eating..

and eating...

just cant help but eat........!

and dis was how i looked when i was p4!

Guess i was a pedophile since young yea ? right.

coach dinner

2007-02-04T11:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i had lunch wif dansen. Haven seen him for 2 yrs ever since he w4 and went to China to study. Haha. Still as childish as before and toking with him, bush and maggot reminds me of the good old days back in Cat High.

Anway, my coach asked me out for dinner yest. Wahaha had a grt dinner wif him. Drank some QingDao Beer with him at some restaurant near his hse and had some nice food. Chilling and jus toking abt almost everything. As we were talking, he surprised me by asking wat church i was from and started sharing about how he views life and stuff and sharing his views on christianity. I realised smthg in him tt he likes to share alot on the values of life like LOVE RESPONSIBILITY etc and at least his intention was good and watever he do wasnt money driven tho he was a lil long winded. hahahaha.

He suddenly added on after asking me which church i was from, " Andy, i believe your church is a good church and it must be a warm and cosy environment. You have represented your church well and i cld see tt in you. I am curious and i want to go to your church one of these days to experience the culture dey have..."

Wahahahahahahahahahahahaha!! In my heart i was like "AMEN" man. Its jus nice to share stuff. I knew all these werent jus by coincidence and yeah it was God who worked in him. For a guy who's at e age of 42 and has e passion of teaching not onli e skills and technq for all e diff sports, but also touching on e right values tt a person shld have. Its jus nt easy. I begin to change my perspective of him.

Went to check out some mountain bikes which cost at least $1000 wif Jeremy. I can jus say tt e bikes have captured my heart. E next sprt im gonna do is mountain biking man which prob take me like 6 mths jus to save enuff money for e basic bike. Cool man.

Its jus sweet to catch up wif ppl u haven contact for a while....

soccer

2007-01-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Woot! Singapore won.

However it wasnt exciting at all or rather the whole game was ruined by e controversial call for penalty against Thailand. Den came e drama when e game paused becos of the protest by the Thai Soccer players. If onli e game had proceeded on and played according to e refree's whistle. Thats professionalism. I do pity e Thais becos e call for penalty was 50-50 and nobody could have a clear understanding of what actually happened. Maybe Luck wasnt on e Thai side cos e position where e Ref was standing when he witnessed e whole incident was kinda misleading. Anyway, they shld have cont playing but onli protest aft e game becos e real BOSS in e game at that pt of time is e REF!
Credits to e penalty taker, Mustafic Faruldin for Singapore.
Powerful Top Right Hand Corner Goal. yay!
Credits to e Thai Fans too. It aint easy to come all e way here and to see such thing happen.
He has e GUTS to take it man.

I wonder how Spore gonna face e hostile crowd in Thai in e 2nd leg.

Anyway, while i was gg for work in e morning i really got stunned by dis woman.
I was walking behind her and din realise tt she was wearng a super short dress until e wind blew e whole dress up so much so tt u can really see everything! Not once but twice. And she was super shy trying to use her hand to press down e dress! I guess anyone tt witness tt felt super malu for her. Or dere cld be another grp of guys standing at one corner drooling.

Warning: Do not wear short dress while walking in Raffles Place esp windy days!

Met lunch wif Jo, Zack, Matt and Sam at lau pa sah today. All e working ppl! haha. Told dis incident to them and Sam said i was like Ben and Matt. (e HSLs times 10) haha. HUM SUP LOs.

Gonna get my pay tmr but after much calculations including my transportations, food, etc i wont have much to spend anyway. Guess i have to work longer to earn more for pocket $.! When can i save enuff to learn driving man?!

2007-01-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today i am so so tired. im really tired after facing the com for more den 8 hrs.
Rushed home aft work today cos i got a bad headache.
And i missed ice-creaming with my bro and sis.
wasted!

Left wif $15 for the rest of the week be4 my i get my pay.
Maggie Mee here i come!

back

2007-01-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

im back.

im working in shenton way now and im impressed by how e office workers can actually devote like most of their time working. Mayb not all are like dis, but e workplace im in now yes. Im amazed by how much time and committment they put into their work. Salute. Im beggining to like what im doing for my work. Using FLASH to trace out the layouts for the shipyards and rand convert them to some virtual maps. It wasnt easy at first becos it was a brand new thing for me. I learnt it when i was sec 1 or 2? But i returned everything to e sku nt long after i learned it. Got a stern warning and harsh scolding from my boss initally jus on e 2nd day of my work.

" Eunice (my fren who recommended me for my work), can u find someone else to replace him? Do you have any other fren? I cannot work with him. I dun like his working attitude. He is not serious in his work. ( e scolding continues........)"

That was what my boss scolded me when i did not trace out to the exact layout. I promised that it was an honest mistake that i've made. I didnt purposely slack. It was jus tat i cldnt figure out everything at first. Oh man i guessed he misunderstood me. And worst still he put me dwn right infront of my fren. What can u do when u got scolded frm ur boss? Jus nod your head and show a remorseful face. I was super low that day.

Things really got worst after that. Im a person that always feel inferior to others and i always think tat im nt doing a gd job. Tts the thing abt me. I always feel lousy about myself. Like im not being a good son to my parents, not to their expectations at least. I dun feel tt im being a gd fren, jus taking and not giving it. If anyone is feeling down i always feel so guilty tat its as if i had caused the person to be like dis and i wanna make it up to tat person. With this incident, i felt as if the things i do is never good enuff. I got carried away with it for the next few days. The feeling of "never gd enuff for others" has been in me for so so long. And this scolding frm my boss really triggered me to even think that im like dis. Despite like the title of being the prom king , canoe capt, asm and stuff, sometimes i feel dat im jus lucky to get it and i really dun deserve all these and im not tat grt after all. yeah e lousy feeling sets in again. I wished sometimes i cld do more for many ppl like my parents? or others. but i noe im not God.

Had been dealing with this inferiority for qt sometime and a few days ago i heard God saying, "Are you living to please Man or are you living to please Me?" I was stunned. It hit me. Dere was dis part of me trying to please everyone so tat they are all taken care of and i never noticed it. Well, God searched me deep and pinpointed my weakness. I got better. Its nt a overnight thing which God tells u so and your struggle wont be dere. I've got better but im still learning! man!

Was looking thru e myanmar photos jus tot that it wld kinda brightens up my day and yup it did!

new yr

2007-01-11T12:33:00.000+08:00

IM FINALLY BACK AT MY BLOG!
oh man. everything seems to pass so fast in 2006. From a lvl to the hk trip wif the G9 people den straight to prom den straight to myanmar. Year 2006 was a blast for me. Had so many breakthroughs in my myanmar trip and learnt so much and was constantly challenged to take up responsiblities. I kinda miss Hk esp shopping wif e other 8 guys and jus slacking ard. Myanmar trip is cool esp gg into a third-world country and serve. It was tiring but yeah, its was enrichng. Its jus too much to say abt and its hard to put in words. Anyway, i've got a job in shenton way! Its $8 per hr. muahahahahaa. Its to use flash and edit some interactive maps for e shipping company. And i've got 2 flat screens on my desk and dey specially went to buy for me. How cool man! Thanks to eunice that i got dis job.
Oh joses, the buffet lunch we had in mandarin hotel was like how shiok lar. Its FOC cos i got e voucher frm my prom. hahahaha. Kinda gay to eat wif a guy but who cares. im dere for e food. Im looking forward to e sushi treat man. and these few days window-shopping mat,joses, and ben was depressing cos everything seems nice but we are broke. I need to work !

2006-12-05T00:14:00.000+08:00

!!! Down wif flu at e wrong time. tmr is prom, and wed flying to myanmar. Oh man.... REST!!!!!!!

2006-11-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im gg hk in few hrs time. YAY! hurhur

2006-11-24T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today i felt God was doing something for the team gg to Myanmar. Well, joanne was telling me to raise like 900 bucks for e fund raising. Went down church today to wash uncle gerald's car. wahaha his car super dirty so after washing it we really see a big diff. haha. miao feng, vic, yn, and kel were funny. Oh guess wat, he blessed us wif qt bit of money after washing his car. YAY! went to yn hse after dat to wash her dad's car. Oh well, i am really in love wif yn's dog, MAX and JR. hahahaha. both super cute. i guess dey like me cos dey din really bark at me. Oh man. i wanna keep one soon. super cute ar............And yeah, dey bluffed me abt some coffin thingy and i really got tricked. How smart. Alright, e washing process was fun haha. I jus hope tt tmr e response to wash their cars will be a blast man. :D Im looking forward to my hk trip! heh...less den25hrs. hahahaha shiok. :D

2006-11-23T01:19:00.000+08:00

OH YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY A LVL IS OVER!!!!

and finally, my major exam of my entire life is over! yay. i cant wait to go hk which is in less den 3 days..tho im like gg dere on a budget where much of e money came frm a loan frm my bro. oh well, im gonna work in jan and pay him back. haha.

Met up with Ben in e morning and went to gym in bishan togg. Saw a few or rather several monsters inside e gym. Big and clumsy. tts wat dey look to me. Argh, dey look oversized and they are kinda unproprtionate. hahaha. oops. anyway, did bench press wif ben and some other arm excercises. shiok man after so long of pigging. We had lunch wif dan togg and ate e nasi lemak. eh 2 bucks onli and it makes me super satisfied wif it man. hahah.

Went to church today to settle e car washing logistics wif kelsie. haha. Kelsie ar, i din noe u so crappy man. Alright, den i went with ian to buy some car washing stuffs in seng siong and man, everthing is so ex and we kinda got e cheapest best deals of all. :D HOWEVER, by e time we got back, it was raining. Ian was supp to "teach" all of us how to wash e car properly but oh well, e rain lasted qt some time. Oh when it stopped, thank goodness we got PUI to teach us a bit here and dere. ahha. thanks man. And guess wat? all seven or eight of us ended up washing auntie huey ming's car for an hour. Imagine how clean her car was den! haaha.

Rushed to bush hse after tt. met up wif e hk peeps. we crapped, ate, planned and prepared e itinery in a mere 3 hrs. ahha. so unusual. YAY no exams! hahahahahahahahhah

Had a weird dream two days ago and i dreamt of someone. Told ben abt it dis morning. haha. E person look so real and everything tt happened in e dream was so sweet and even when i woke up after tt, i wished i cld go back to slp and had e same dream again. hahah. oh well, its a dream. Mayb dere's more to it? or was it jus random? hah...

2006-11-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

23 hrs counting dwn!

2006-11-09T19:18:00.000+08:00

Countdown 6 days!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-10-31T01:37:00.000+08:00

i need strength.

2 more wks.

I cant stand it.

I wanna PLAY!!!!!

2006-10-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

C.Ronaldo

2006-10-27T23:48:00.000+08:00

R.carlos and robinho and ronaldinho

ns enlistment date

2006-10-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

Finally i got my enlistment date. 12 April, BMTC sku 1.
Argh! Why so late?! plus its onli 6 days away to my bdae! haha.
Mayb i can train up my fitness and go work at e same time! hurhur.
Oh well, i can retain my hair for another 4mths or so. hahahaha.

trip

2006-10-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

Woot~ Graduation was on thurs. well, time really passes fast. One yr ago i was still thinking abt how jc life wld be for me and now, im thinking how army life will be. HA! Anyway, took several pictures wif many ppl, esp my 05s76. im gonna miss e old times when we played soccer whenever we have breaks in MALAN RD. hahaha. miss e good old days.

I still rememb how sad i was when i cldnt go back to VJC but now, i tink God placed me in e right place, SAJC. im sure i leave dis sku wif gd memories. :D had a grt class wif grt guys wif grt soccer passion wif unlimited energy for sports and class wif grt gals wif grt organising skills wif grt shopping passion wif unlimited energy for gossips(oops!). Thank you guys for filling the class wif so much fun. :D i will certainly miss all of u.

Well, comparing the farewell assembly back to cat high one, i will say i feel so much more for e latter. A sku where dere are onli guys wif green shorts, spiky hair, uncult languages, e "bo chap" attitude for our appearances since no gals to see haha, and the times where we had our guys tcs! Okay, end of dis. i like SAJC. but i love CAT HIGH. :D

Today is a significant day. My mum's bdae. Went crystal jade eat. trust me, e service is bad. Super slow and inefficient. Where got ppl serve one dish at a time wif intervals of like 10-15 mins each?!?! My bro got a lil pissed but alright, e food's in our stomach. :D Okay, i went shopping wif my mum. HER FAVOURITE= GROCERIES at carrefour. hah. bought alot of snacks and stuff. hurhur. my bro paid for all expenses cos he got his pay. Man i noe he worked hard and yupp, he is finally on his own. :D

OH!!!! im gg to HK on e 25th nov - 1st dec. Muahaha. budget travelling wif bush, chew, wq, hj jackson, jes hy jus. man. its really alot now. at first it was supp to be e six of us den suddenly increased to nine. dey are worried dat things may get inflexible, oh well, hope everything turns out fine. I think its gonna be at most 1k! woah! i tink im broke. gonna take a loan frm my bro and my dad or mayb my bro sponsering me. den frm 6dec-20 dec myanmar trip wif church. another $700. and i still dunno where to get tt money. :( !!!! how?! and i really wanna go for both and dat means alot of money too. :( i wanna go!!!!!!!! polar and kelsie gg too. hah. at least got a few frm teens cell.

have been slacking so so so much e past few days. and i cldnt take dis slacking again. A lvl is like erm less den 20 days and wat am i doing here? hahahahaha. relieve stress?! hurhur. anyway, i look forward to many tings after As. woot!!!!! trip, trip, trip and more. and fun fun fun! but sadly im gg army even be4 i can really enjoy to e max after so many yrs of studying! argh.like wat bush say, Army is like dey pay u to do excercise, like dey pay u to go california and workout. hahaha. sounds dumb but funny. haahah. well, i gotttttttoooooo studddy!!!!! last race. endure endure endure. im sure many of us are worn out but hang on. we gotto complete dis last lap. eh chew, bush, hj dun play boardgame le lar. study. im sure u guys gonna get ur AAAAs. have faith. :D

PHILIPPIANS 3:13-14

- But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead. I press on toward goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

her

2006-10-08T11:17:00.000+08:00

i was completely melted yest.

a level

2006-09-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

yet again, i feel like im back to e same starting pt.
Studying seems to never end.
I will get sick of e following one mth or so.

Studying? A level? NO SWEAT man.
Im const depending on God.
I cant take it if im alone.
Not wif my own strength.

I look forward to life when dere is no studies involved!
ITS OKAY!
I can take it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dinner at shauns hse

2006-09-23T11:49:00.000+08:00

Woot~! Finally have e time to jus blog and slack. heh. Got back maths and econs paper 3. haha. kinda happy cos i achieved wat i expected. Got a B for maths and 52marks for econs paper 3. Yeah. Thank you Lord! Hope to get more Bs if not Cs. haha. definitely nt As.

Anyway, went out wif e same old few cat high guys on Thurs.. Chew bush JACKSON. E guy tt sat beside me during sec 1 and 2 and we did all sorts of stupid stuff. grt meeting up wif him man!hahaha. Went to suntec and had e teatime buffet dere. Wahahaha. We jus ordered nonstop and ate like some hungry ghosts! haha. we jus told e lady dis " we wan e food frm dis whole page!" (actually a few other pgs too. but who cares? its a buffet anyway) hahahahahahaha. We were qt bad tho cos we took out e salmon, or some other food and we din eat e rice beneath it. hahaha. oops. we jus sat dere and pig out frm 4-6 and simply grt cos we talked abt those grt old days we had back in cat high. e dansen's fight of e century, our infamous mr lee, our latecoming to sku, e LU QIN my form teacher, and many others! haha. super funny man. went to times after tt and started talking abt out trip to other countries after our As. hahaha.sat dere and look thru all e diff countries and we started discussing which to go and after like 2 hrs dere, we finally came to a conclusion tt we'll definitely climb Mt kinabalu in sabah which costs ard 100-150 per pax? hahaha. and after tt we'll go to some other country but all budget one lar. haha. sure not enuff money.save now!!!! yeah it was jus grt dat day. haha. CHILL man.

yesterday went shaun's hse to have our canoeing farewell bbq. haha. we made a book and wrote stuff in it and dis bk supp to pass on frm each batch to another. hahah. super sweet lar. and sheng!!! much credit goes to him for making the super touching video of e past yr we had. hahaha. thanks bro. anyway, we also screened e video of all e nonsense stuff we did in shaun's hse earlier on and we all jus cant stop laughing, not even coach and other teachers! ahahaha. e juniors made us some canoeing gift and ms ong gave us some medal in recognition of our efforts. heh sweet sweet sweet. yeah i wldnt have enjoyed jc if nt for dis. thanks ppl. was grt trng wif ya. lets look forward to coach new alumni! "registration is automatic. you can onli opt out!"-sheng ! hahaha

board games

2006-09-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

im so so so so addicted to BOARD GAMES at minds cafe.
BUSH u lost to me in e TICKET TO TRAIN game!
MUAHAHAHAHHA.
i'll never play wif u again and u wont have e chance to win me!

study.rest.board games.study.dl movies.study.study.study!!!!
study?!

2006-09-04T11:00:00.000+08:00

Tommy Emmanuel - Angelina

woot!check dis out!

2006-09-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhR04kmcSXU

prelim

2006-08-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

prelim countdwn.
1 day!

Spare me frm e endless hrs of studying!
Why am i doing dis when its jus less den 24 hrs away?
muahaha.

I want my tv, and my com!
muahahaha.
wait for me!

inspirational poem

2006-08-18T00:24:00.000+08:00

Through The Storms
I did not know His love before,
the way I know it now.
I could not see my need for Him,
my pride would not allow.
I had it all, without a care,
the "Self-Sufficient" lie.
My path was smooth,
my sea was still,not a cloud was in my sky.
I thought I knew His love for me,
I thought I'd seen His grace,
I thought I did not need to grow,
I thought I'd found my place.
But then the way grew rough and dark,
the storm clouds quickly rolled;
The waves began to rock my ship,
My anchor would not hold.
The ship that I had built myselfwas made of foolish pride.
It fell apart and left me bare,
with nowhere else to hide.
I had no strength or faith to facethe trials that lay ahead.
And so I simply prayed to Him and bowed my weary head.
His loving arms enveloped me,
and then He helped me stand.
He said, "You still must face this storm,but I will hold your hand.
"So through the dark and lonely night,
He guided me through pain.
I could not see the light of dayor when the storm would wane.
Yet through the aches and endlesstears,
my faith began to grow.
I could not see it at the time,
but my light began to glow.
I saw God's love in brand new light,
His grace and mercy, too.
For only when all self was gonecould Jesus' love shine through.
It was not easy in the storm,
I sometimes wondered, "Why?"At times I thought, "I can't go on.
"I'd hurt, and doubt, and cry.
But Jesus never left my side,
He guided me each day.
Through pain and strife,through fire and flood,
He helped me all the way.
And now I see as never beforehow great His love can be.
How in my weakness He is strong,
how Jesus cares for me!
He worked it all out for my good,
although the way was rough.
He only sent what I could bear,
and then He cried,
"Enough!" He raised His hand and said,
"Be still!"He made the storm clouds cease.
He opened up the gates of joyand flooded me with peace.
I see His face now clearer still,
I felt His presence strong.
I found anew His faithfulness,
He never did me wrong.
Now I know more storms will come,but only for my good.
For pain and tears have helped me growas naught else ever could.
I still have so much more to learn as Jesus works in me;
If in the storm I'll love Him more,
that's where I want to be.
"The Blessing Of A Storm" by:Wendy Greiner Lefko ©1996

2006-08-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

opps. i skipped sku today jus to study at home. how ironic. muahaha.

how i wish they were all mine! st bernard and my golden retriever puppies! i want u!

sad

2006-08-09T11:35:00.000+08:00

Exams are coming and tat means im missing out alot of events and stuff in church. For some unknown reason, im feeling kinda down mayb cos of e time spent on studying and nt others. Yes, mayb i can take a more relaxed pace or slack. But e tot of my parents pinning so much hope on me, i cant. My bro jus graduated frm uni recently and he can finally end his studying phase. I wish i cld too. Looking at how hard my parents work for this family really make my heart breaks sometimes. My parents are more den delighted to see him thru dis. How i wish i can work now, earn money and jus give them money monthly and force them to retire and enjoy life. If nt for my them, i wldnt have put in so much effort into my studies. If i ever get gd grades, i will tell them strght " dad,mum, dats for u".

Have been pondering some qns and asking God all these. Wat plan does he have for me in life? How am i gg to relate to some ppl? have been dreaming to have a family life, get married, a few kids and serve God togg and open some resort and minister to everyone. hahahaha. so young yet thinking so far! dumb me.

prelims

2006-08-04T17:22:00.000+08:00

HELP!
dere are so much to study yet so little time left.
Im dying~~~
grueling hrs of studying!

Counting dwn to prelims.
less den 20 days.

Salute to those who are sports leaders taking 4 subs and S-papers.
i wonder how dey do it?!

bro convocation

2006-07-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

attended my bro's convocation ceremony on fri. heh.skipped sko tho jus to go for tt. hahahhaa. argh..i haven study for days! feel so bad. gotto start soon. took some pics and woah~ im sure my parents are super touched after spending so many yrs supporting my bro thru his education and finally he has transit to e working arena while im still stucked at my A level. sob.

mummy's boy! hahahaa
finally he got it!familywif e manhahaha. so cool~~~!

team photos

2006-07-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

shaun hse

2006-07-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Woot! these few days probably have been e best days of dis yr.

Comp jus ended. Got fourth in e heats and we din get into finals. When e race was over, i had mixed feelings. Both happy and sad. Im happy cos i am more free, and i can slack but yet at e same time im sad cos i cant paddle wif josh on my "elephant t2 boat". For a moment i kinda felt dat wat i have been trng for has ended in jus merely 2min. =)

Had been pigging out these few days and probably i've gained a few kg or so. Went KFC straight after comp for dinner, had seoul garden for team dinner e next day. Wahaha! so shiok. haven been eating so crazily dis yr until now. E team dinner was really really gd. Chatted wif Mr kiew, saw e funny pics taken by coach during e comp, ate like i never had be4, played some chidish lame game "if dis is one, wat is dis? if dis is 3 o clock, wat time is it? " haha! after e dinner, coach had e last debrief for e J2s. man! i must admit in e past i wanted coach to shorten his debrief but dis time i wanted him to go as long as possible. as he cont, i felt sad cos everyting was coming to an end. it jus reminds me of those days when we started frm a few ppl and now grew to 30 over. Looking back, we j2s din really enjoyed e days wat a J1 shld have. Started e cca late, but turned into seniors soon. Tho it was short, but it was still gd. hah.esp e funny excercises conducted during land trngs by Mr Pang, gyming, gg to hotel intercontinental for HI TEA buffet, buying team bags, making jerseys. e process of getting all these things done was ardous but was worthwhile! While coach was still giving his last speech, all these memories jus flashed thru my mind...jus when i tot everyone wld probably go their own ways after dis coach said smthng like SAJC alumni. hahahahaha. cool! yeah we gonna establish dis and cont e legacy man.

As usual, e J2s met yesterday for a pig out at shaun's hse! i went dere late and i took like half an hr to walk to his hse cos i got lost in e way! haha. when i got dere everyone was high and crazy. haha. e first thing i did when i got dere was to searched for all his dvds and started watching them! im so deprived of movies dis few mths. hahah. watched "meet e fockers","fearless","walk the line" and part of"hei se hui". it was simply fantastic.haha. aft dis, we did some dumb videoing.haha. took video of shaun and sheng pillow fighting after watching fearless. haha..and took videos of me slping like a pig and eve giving her speech to thank ms ong. argh. everyting was jus so nice. guess wat? i got tied up by shaun using his blanket sheets and threw me dwn into e pool! hah. all e guys ended up playing water polo and had some boys fights in e pool. ahhahahaha. and we even did some ballet in e water! haha. all was recorded dwn. haha. it was crazy but it was fun! hahhahhahaha. remembered bush(oh nt e president. my close fren) once told me dat e team will peak togg when e comp comes. i guess we all peak in our friendship rite now. hope dat it will maintain dis thru out. im looking forward to e alumni. haha!

nationals

2006-07-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

tmr.
nationals.
Heat 44.
Lane 5.
Up against MJC,PJC,TPJC,ACJC,CJC.
ARRRRR!

sad

2006-07-06T18:10:00.000+08:00

i really wanna slap myself.
why so careless?!
argh.
6 days counting dwn.
im very sad.
i onli pray for healing now.
God pls help me thru.
Thank you Lord. =)
-e joy of e Lord is my strength

2006-07-05T19:34:00.000+08:00

ouch ouch ouch.
had a bad fall yesterday during pe.
it was my wrist.
initially, i tot it was nth much. but hrs ltr do i realise dat i cant even move my fingers much.
yest nite i went clinic to get some painkillers and e doc suggested tt i shld go for an x ray to check for any fractures cos it was like swollen!
cldnt slp at all and was tossing ard on my bed, struggling wif e pain and figuring out wats e best position to place my wrist so tt it wont be so painful.
went to e polyclinic nearby and did e x ray twice. luckily its onli dislocated and no cracks in e bones.
argh. but e pain was persistant and unbearable.
i cldnt stand it and my parents asked me to go sinseh.
when i was dere, tt guy jus diverted my attention to some world cup talk while he message and twisted my arm. jus when i wasnt aware wat he was gg to do, he pulled my wrist and twisted it.
"kwrak" "ouch!!!!!" was e sound tt filled tt place. he did tt for qt a few times. miraculously, my hand could move much better. in e sense i cld move my fingers and rotate my wrist more flexible.yay!
but e twisting part was horrifying.
while all these happen, i was thinking at e back of my mind why did it happen when im just one wk away frm comp? i feel so sad knowing e fact if i had fractured my wirst i must rest at least for 6 wks. i felt so bad tt josh cant trng wif me and stuff. felt like letting coach ms ong josh and everyone dwn. hai! but am glad tt im having speedy recovery thanks to e prayers. Even if i cant paddle next wk i tink God has a grter plan man. but im real real real sad if tt happens. well..im praying for full recovery! argh!

trng

2006-07-02T00:54:00.000+08:00

yay. finally we moved to macritchie. had trng dere today and finally we saw how e other sku trng dere. haha. well, took timing for 500m race wif josh and got like 2.30 min. we improved like 20 secs alread but we still need to shave off ard 15 secs in order for a medal chance. man.. i really hope we can. hahahahah. 11 days and counting dwn. 12th july dats e day. hopefully we gt into finals tho its hard. :D argh. tired.

england match now. dey will lose. hahahahaha. :D
Go Italia =)

exams

2006-06-25T21:10:00.000+08:00

Whenever exams draw closer, i jus feel e insurmountable stress on my shoulders.
Exams do serve as some form of testing.
It is e time where we can choose to be closer to e Lord or shutting our ears from him.
When ur too engrossed in studying shutting off from e world, or trying so hard to handle e stress alone, more often than not, you'll fail in end.
It doesnt mean dat u'll score badly on papers,
but simply means dat if ur so full of urself, trying to shoulder everything to urself,
not submitting all these to God.
We end up worrying, struggling to stay cool.
We shld jus humble ourselves and trust in e sweetness of e Lord.

Exam start tmr!
and im nt feeling e stress.(for e first time)
Hopefully all are well. :D

speaking up

2006-06-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel tt i haven done enuff.

but im nt sitting on e fence.
both sides have their reasonings which i agree wif.
but at e same time i do nt agree wif wat both of them has said.
how am i supp to respond?
i kept asking myself dis.
im nt being timid to voice out.
i jus dun wanna hurt either.
you may disagree,
but im sure i was being sensitive.

argh.
i typed alot but deleted in e end.
its hard to express.
i jus blame myself for nt being expressive enuff.

church camp

2006-06-08T14:54:00.000+08:00

"Kum yan, you have an appointment wif God"
E camp was filled wif God's presence and dat was wat Pastor George prophesized.
God has called on to our church and until now, i still find it amazing by how pastor george linked all the things God has planned for this church.

Anyway, im missing e peeps alread. It was gd cos i got to noe ppl deeper and it really break e ice among us. hahaha. wats best is e small kids in church. haha. its fun playing wif them. like e water polo game and playing slides and dey are always so full of zest. hahaha.

E food in e resort was gd and dis 3 days are e onli times where i have 3 full meals. hahahhaha.

argh.. back to normal again. have to settle down and really get my butt down to study.

batam

2006-06-03T22:16:00.002+08:00

Gg Batam tmr 4-7th...
Yay! free frm trng.
hahahahahahahha.shiok.

Heh. Excited.
"By my spirit"
Thanks church.

Went to buy food wif lionel today.
muahaha.
guys really dunno how to buy stuff in a supermarkt.
anyway, we bought lots of maggie and a can of HOTDOGS and chips.
still thinkin if we shld buy drinks tmr...
haha.
Pig out man.

batam

2006-06-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

batam

2006-06-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

back

2006-05-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

Im finally back to my blog again. haha
trng today wasnt gd cos it included swimming a short distance.
I swam real slow man and e gals are real fast. haha. esp fidelis and chloe.
bleah..~

OUCH! my hols are burnt.
dere will be so much of trng, studyin and camps!
Im starting to worry if i can do well or enuff time to complete whatever i need to til i came across dis verse.
"who of you by worrying can add a single hr to his life?" -Matthew 6:27

Dis yr is really a special phase of my life cos dere are so many things happening ard me.
Shared many times wif jiahao and luckily he was dere to pray for me and i really trust God and believe his plans are beyond what we can imagine and none can fathom.
Esp my family and myself.
Wooh......

update

2006-04-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

its been qt sometime since i've blogged..heh. my com died on me again. well..i still have my sis laptop to use....hahahaha.

just to update...
thanks to those who sent me well wishes on my bdae..
gave me surprise celebration...
the cool presents u guys showered on me..
its grt!
im touched... =)

my team gave me dis wif my name on it! haha. thanks..
oh! nat u look gd. hahahahaha.wats up wif us?!thanks for e pleasant surprise, cell!

bless dis ppl

2006-04-14T13:44:00.000+08:00

God, pls bless dis ppl!
Yest after maundy service, as we were walking to Kopitiam, i walked past 2 "woman".
Argh.. i was reading my msgs in my phone and din really take note of where i was walking. I nearly banged into them. Luckiliy i stopped in time and i looked up just to realise dat they were actually guys.! I appologised and as i was abt to walk off, e 2nd "woman" touched my hand for a few secs and mumbled some stuff. i was stunned! haha. of cos i walked off as fast as possible. hahahaha. i tot it was abit eeee...but come to tink of it i really pity dis kinda ppl cos dey have to resort to all this for a living.
Pls pray for them. =)

chem free

2006-04-08T22:01:00.001+08:00

i wonder if its gd to drop chem but since God says if dropping chem gives u peace, why nt? yeah. i handed in e dropped form yesterday and tok to ms tan. she said it was a gd choice cos i will have much more time left to cope wif the rest. well..i really like econs and wldnt drop tt. so i chose chem. hah. i feel so light now! yay! argh. no more 4 As. heh. well.. 3 As is jus as gd. Thank God for giving me dat courage to actually make dis decision cos im really afraid it wont be wise to do so. But i trust in u Lord.

Isaiah 55:9
"As the heavens are higher than e earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thgts than ur thgts"

Joshua 1:9
Have i not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do nt be terrified; do nt be discouraged for e Lord your God will be wif u wherever you go.

chem free

2006-04-08T22:01:00.000+08:00

shld i drop chem?

2006-04-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

Shld i drop chemistry? argh.. i tink i am struggling for dat subject. hmmm.. i dunnoe..really. I hope God will give me an answer soon.. i really see no pt in taking 4 subs when i am like dying to catch up for everyting.

Well..i called my brother...wat he said was qt encouraging and true...but e decision still lies wif me. I guess i really never study smart enough.. as in.. i shldnt jus read notes or practised e qns a few days be4 e exams..argh.. shld start preparing everyting a lil earlier.

gonna find ms tan and tok to her. hopefully she can give me a better view if i shld drop it anot.

chew's bday

2006-03-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Aint we sweet? hahaha. i tot we were today. haha.

Today is chew's bday. Hmmm..we noe its kinda hard to go town esp when we all are having such bz schedule and be4 dat i was like stuck on wat to give him for present or how to celebrate. As usual, all guys love last min stuff.

We bought a mambo wallet..(credit goes to hj for taking out his time to go buy..thanks ar) , a card and a mini cake. haha. We prepared all thse at e very last min but hey! we are cat high ppl and loves to get things done at e last min and usually e thing is nicely done. Muahahahah. Tot dat we shldnt jus spend dis bday like any others so we decided to pop out at his hse. haha. Damn funny.. i called twice Chew's hse to check out if he's at home. Guess he expected a lil hah but dats wat i wanted it to be. So at least he got a hunch dat we'll be gg his hse den he'll stay at home and wont go out. hahahahaha. So we popped out at his hse at ard 8.30pm and he was qt shocked lar. haha.

Well, today was a short sweet simple surprise celebration. Haha. Guess everyone is pleased wif dis mini celebration. Guys wat. No need so mushy. Haha. Simplicity is e best. =D

Got back my maths and phy today. Passed both! woot! thank you Lord. God is so amazing cos while i began to worry for my results he gave me a verse on Romans 5. Read e whole chapter and tot it was encouraging. Phew. i passed. Both just passed! Im luckY! or rather im blessed! muahaha. yeah.. i tink my parents wont have to see e teacher already. haha. well.. getting chem tmr. but i dun bother cos she said almost e whole class got E O or F. haha. so i will fail most likely so why worry? haha. yeah.

I Had a grt day!

unease feeling

2006-03-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Oh no. E thought of getting back e results is really bad... im having dis unease hunch dat i wont get more den 30 uni pts again. I studied but im onli confident for econs. E rest were kinda hard for me tho. Argh...
Hopefully everything turn out fine. :D

the hills have eyes

2006-03-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh...exmas over alrd! maths,chem & phy were bad bad bad! haha. yeah! at least i dun feel stress through out the whole ting. hurhur.
oh..watched THE HILLS HAVE EYES wif tk and wilfred yest after maths.

sick.
gross.
disgusting.
sad.

throught out the whole movie we kept questioning if we had made e right choice to watch dis. we should have watched some relaxing or funny show. esp when we jus finished our exams. haha. dumb us!

played soccer again at st wilfred. it was gd. den after we went to have lunch and met up wif bush and hj. We went Window shopping in town and i saw dis adiddas jackect super nice. haha. its green and yellow and had some cool soccer design behind.haha. cool stuff. its priced at$149!!!!! argh. so expensive but its nice. heh. oh well, im gonna save up for dis.

YAY!! GG sentosa as a class tmr!! hahaha. im excited! muahaha. Can i ask dat pls dun rain tmr? heh..

2006-03-21T21:58:00.000+08:00

picture tells everyting.
(My sis forcing me to kiss her when we were young) Just when i was studying for my maths i saw dis picture. Haha. I didnt noe i was dis sweet when i was younger. Pictures jus tell everyting and bring fond memories. Haha...

Chem was bad, Phy was bad. But Econs was good.
3 Down, One more to go.
Yay! Gonna get my temporary freedom soon.!

mug

2006-03-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

Mug again.
10 hrs of maths.
madness again.

But Jesus looked at them and said to them, "With men this is impossible, but with God all things are possible." (Matthew 19:26)

mug

2006-03-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

MADNESS.
10 hrs of physics.
Im dying.
How am i gonna study for my chem? maths? econs?!!!!!

I realised studying will make you fatter. And dats happening to me now. Im like clearing all the junk food at home. My mum went to buy more chocs, bread, milk, and fruits jus for me to eat while studying. hahaha. Luckily dere's trng. if nt i'll become a ball. muahaha.

Jus to update some pics..haha.
(friendly wif tpjc)

(my T2 wife)

muggin

2006-03-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

i got Punk'd. haha.. dey werent pissed...hahah. damn it. i tot i pissed them. haha. well..payback time. i used to trick my dis grp of cat high gang. den i heard frm hj dat dey ganged up and act pissed lar. watever.. childish..haha.

well...its gonna be madness mugging. argh..less den a wk be4 e exmas start. HELP ME!!!!
i still got alot to cover..hahahaha...im dead.

frens

2006-03-11T22:20:00.000+08:00

i guessed i pissed u guys... sorry for not taking e effort to meet up wif u ppl but i tot i wanna study cos for e past wks i've been spending alot of time on trngs and sku. i admit i have poor time management... im nt taking u ppl for granted but jus dat u noe im e lazy kind dat have my butt rooted to my hse... argh..

God so cool

2006-03-06T19:14:00.000+08:00

Hey!
Had grt start in sku today. Haha.
Was reading e bible yest nite and i chose Psalm 119...
Muahahaha.. Guess wat?
Dis morning scripture reading was on Psalm 119 by Mrs Lim.
And she read e verse i've read earlier and stopped where i stopped too!
How cool~!

Well, i guessed dis past week i have transformed into a mugger. HAHA.
No choice... Slacked too much in J1. Must mug. Cant wait to get my 4 A's... Haha
"Dare to dream"

sick

2006-03-05T00:43:00.000+08:00

A day full of resting and sleeping.

friday cell

2006-03-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

ARGH. Flu again. How weak!
Yes, i got e flu virus. Guessed i got it yest nite. Went running at 10.30 pm yest cos 2.4km trial run coming up again. Shag. Hafta trng hard. I jus dun understand why its so so hot in e day and so cold at nite. Perhaps its dis big change in temp cos me to get e flu bug again.
Anyway, we celebrated Coach bdae today in sku. Surprised bdae party. hah. He was supposed to come to sku to give us some mental talk and observe our trng. but we ended up bombing him wif presents, cards, foods and cake. Haha. He was super touched and shocked. guessed he nearly cried. muahahahahaha. Had pizza in e LT2 while watching e video edited by Jeremy.. haaha..thanks dude.
Dis talk ended like 7 plus and after dat we chatted wif coach. It drags until ard 8. Argh. MIssed cell......... Hai~!
J2 life is stressed man. So many tings to do and hafta mug like mad. Yucks.

Btw.. i feel GOOD now.
i Jus wanna say thanks to e following ppl..haha

Thanks bro, Andrew Lee kah lok for ur encouragement which i saw on ur blog jus now.
Thanks dad for giving me pocket money which made me a lil happier. haha.oops
Thanks sis for allowing me to use ur laptop.
Thanks mum for always feeding me wif good food.
Thanks coach for ur motivating talk.
Thanks to all of u who tagged and encouraged.
Last but not least, Thank u Lord for placing dis ppl ard me when im down. U rock lar.

my life in canoeing

2006-02-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

Why did canoeing start so late?
Why?

It seems kinda impossible to win any medals when everyone started trng like 8 or 9 Mths ahead of you.

Why am i feeling dis way?
I lost all my fighting spirit

Down.
Despaired.
Demoralised.

Why?

Cldnt bring myself to race again.
Yest trng was e worst ever.
I dropped from 2nd to e last 2nd guy.
Yes, not once! but several times.
Evryone was asking me wats happenin and i dunnoe why.
My balancing skills werent dere.
Neither was my heart.

Wrong.
Totally wrong.
Im e capt.
Yet im like dis.
God i jus dun understand why im feeling so low.

Sometimes i wished i werent e one.
Sometimes i wished i werent e pioneer batch.
Sometimes i wished i were given more time to trng.

Thanks darren/guys.
It'll be diff w/o u ppl.
Ur were dere to motivate.
I needed tat.
confidence.
Motivation.

My last race yest was gd.
2nd again.
Im back.
Stronger than ever.

Having friendly comp wif VJC/TPJC on 8th MAR.
I wan to win badly.
Dats probably e onli time i can win.
I wan to achieve smthg be4 i leave,
God please give me e confidence and e will.
Thanks you Lord for putting me thru all these.
and even if i lose, i have fought well.

E imp thing in life is not victory, but e contest.
Its not to have won, but to have fought well.
-Baron Pierre Decoubertin

studies is killing me

2006-02-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

oh man....woke up at 4 am today to study my physics test! argh... had trng yest and reached home ard 7 plus. Din have e time to complete studying. Its bad. Kept falling asleep den woke up study den fell asleep again. E cycle kept repeating until i finally cldnt take it anymore and gave up studying. Oh well, today is a slack day! haha. we watched some crappy brainless movie during chi lesson den watched SUPERSIZE ME during Gp. hahaha. of cos i used e time and slpt thru out e whole show. HAHA. Went macs wif e rest after dat cos we got inspired by e show to eat macs. Hah. well...today is a slack day and i love it man. woot!
As usual, dis yr i spent vday wif my gay partner again. HAHA. MR CHEW. lol. had dinner wif him on vday cos dats wat we've been doing e past few yrs. haha. din go town tho cos its kinda crowded and its really weird to see 2 big guys on e streetat nite during V'day. Muahaha. Cant believe it. Right after i had dinner, my dad and mum went to eat supper and dey asked me to join them and guessed wat? i went dere and ended up eating e most among all of us. HAHAHAHAHA. (by the way, wireless connection rocks man cos i can now take my sis laptop and use it at any corner of e hse. all credits go to my brother who spent 2 days fixing e com and installing it)
"POSITIVE EXTERNALITY!" cos im e third party and benefit from it e most! econs! gonna mug more now. hai~!

family day

2006-02-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

(cool yeah?haha) (pretty mum)
(brother e pro)
(sis looked so serious)
(my dad, as gd as ever)

hey!~ today was a super duper slack day. Woke up real late today. Never had such long slp since ages. hahaha. Oh well, woke up so late dat it was time for lunch. watch tv for few hrs today but went to study a bit later becos i was kinda guilty for slacking so long. haha. Mum and dad went wif sis to wach e concert thing but i chose to stay at home cos i need to catch up wif sku work and rest more. Hmm.. here comes e gd news. haha. Dad called me for dinner. Went to feast at Suki Sushi at paradise dere wif m family cos dey were near dat area. Oh well, e food not really dat fantastic but its nice. Haven eat dat for very long. Haha. I suggested playing pool after dat and trust me, its e first time e whole family went to play pool togg. haha. Gotto admit my bro is gd. haha. always lose to him but i won e last game wif him. hahahaha. My sis is gd too. But i dun wanna acknowledge dat she's gd. hahaha.. "watever~"haha. Dad looked stiff while playing tho. haha. but i nearly lose to him. ARgh. oh my poor mum wasnt interested in playing and sat aside and watched us played. Well, God is magnificent. He blessed e family today. Thank you Lord. YEah~!

Woot!

2006-02-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

(team pic with missing ppl)
(weiping and me)
(wat was i tinking?!)

(Boyband? No way!)
(pics taken in e 4-9 gathering at mrs long hse)

HEY HEY! my dear blog. im back after missing in action for nearly 2 mths. Haha. So many tings happened in between and its such a waste not to blog it! well, com was down..trngs were damn busy...school work was towering... Oh man. Well, had a grt start for this yr. Evryting jus falls nicely at e right time. Esp cny. Got closer wif all my relatives dis yr and really open up to them more dis yr. No longer e "hi-bye" kinda ting. Its simply grt. And wat more can i expect? My family is blessed man! God provided alot of stuffs we are short of. =) E bonds between my family simply grew stronger this yr. I guessed we all matured dats why. I cant recall how long i haven quarrelled or had any conflicts wif my bro and sis. HAHA. Trngs are getting better everyday and e team gets bonded more everytime! Woot. I love canoeing. Haha... Super tiring but its worth it. Its fun! haha. Oh yeah.. my cat high gang just met up few days ago for cny celebration and really enjoyed alot at bush hse. Went dere to feast and collected angbao. damn bad. haha. but dats cny! haha. Had a mini 4-9 gathering at Mrs long hse yest. Haha. She's still as pretty as ever. Super motherly..haha. Saw chun jek, kah kiat,yu xuan and even edwin. Dey all changed alot esp edwin! he's now taller den me. Oh well, dis yr i had a grt start. Evryting is jus so cool! :D haha... oh well, vday is coming. haha. i tink i will jus go town wif chew, hj, bush and e rest and we'll jus go dere and shop/slack/stone like how we spent it e last few yrs! haha. bachelors.
dats a summary of my 2 mths. =)

BACKed!

2005-12-25T05:37:00.000+08:00

Hey!!!! so many things happened since e day i last blogged! Argh..din have time to blog cos was bz wif stuffs like camps, chalets and trngs. heh. and my com is dwn! im still using my fren's com man! hurhur. well, but its a gd ting too. den i wont hook on e com and start doing my hw.

well, on e 12th to 14th i had e selection cum leadership camp for canoeing team. i mus say e camp is super tiring. din slp much and did alot of walking and excercises! oh my! haha. to worsen e situation, i had a cut on my sole. and i had to walk and bear wif e pain for almost 20km! argh...... well, e camp was grt cos everyone got bonded togg. hurhur. esp me and darren. i mus say i changed my view of him cos of e camp. he's actually a nice guy if u noe him well. hurhur. i like working wif him now cos he's committed to e role he has now! vice capt. heh. lets hope we all work hard togg.

hmm.. as for 19-22, i had a church camp. heh. tat was grt too. had an encounter wif God again and got to learn more tings. like wats GRACE and etc. its simply grt. well, gotto to noe the ppl better again and yeah! i gotto affirm jiahao. super happy. haha. its e first time affirming him. and its grt. heh. he's grt!! haha. hmm.. Music and drama for dat last nite was super funny. haha. laughed e whole nite.hahahaha. esp luke"im a hairy man. a very very hairy man....a hairy man is a hungry man" haha. he sure sound like an indian. hhaha.

well, right from 22-23 i had canoe chalet. well e place is big and credit goes to miss ong, our thcer in charge. hurhur. well, i was super unlucky dat nite cos my hp batt died out. and i cldnt contact them. ended up taking one hr to find them and it was all done by walking ard aimlessly.hahahha. luckily i trusted God and continued finding. heh. played some MAFFIA game after dat and man! its bad. e game jus ruined our relationship, it promotes pretence, backstabbin and etc. argh...i wont play dat again man! coach noes we felt sad abt e game and he talked to us for qt sometime. appreciate dat really. he even bought us prata e next morning.i am really toucched. well, i like e team more and more. hurhur. train hARD everyone!